Special Episode: "My Father and Qaddafi"
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This special episode of As It Happens features Jihan Kikia and her mother, Baha Omari Kikia, discussing Jihan's powerful documentary, 'My Father and Gaddafi,' which explores the disappearance of her father, Mansour Rashid Kikia—a Libyan human rights lawyer and former foreign minister—after he defected from Muammar Gaddafi’s regime in 1993. The conversation delves into the emotional and psychological impact of her father’s absence on a young Jihan, who recalls her childhood as a series of fragmented dreams, devoid of concrete memories. Her mother, Baha, shares how she maintained strength and transparency for her children while tirelessly pursuing answers, even confronting Gaddafi personally in a desert tent. The film becomes a journey of reclaiming identity, truth, and agency, navigating the moral complexities of Gaddafi’s legacy and the broader history of Libya. Jihan reflects on the film as both a personal reckoning and a political act, resisting manipulation by any agenda while humanizing Libya beyond its association with Gaddafi.
Grief and memory are not always tied to specific recollections—sometimes they live in feelings, dreams, and fragments.
A mother’s quiet strength and emotional honesty can create a safe, truthful home even in the face of national trauma.
Confronting a dictator face-to-face is not about victory, but about asserting dignity and demanding accountability.
Documentary filmmaking can be an act of healing and reclamation, especially when personal history is entangled with political violence.
Understanding complex historical figures like Gaddafi requires acknowledging contradictions—support for liberation movements alongside brutal repression.
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The Disappearance of a Father
“I don't have these concrete references... I feel like all of our childhoods up to a certain age feels like a dream.”
The Mother’s Strength
“I have to be strong, strong not with muscles, strong by being calm and find solution for this problem.”
The Camera as Witness
“I think it came more from a more joyful, simple place.”
Confronting Gaddafi
“He is the criminal. He was the one who did.”
The Film as Reclamation
Jihan discusses her decade-long journey to make 'My Father and Gaddafi,' emphasizing her commitment to truth, independence, and avoiding political manipulation.
“He is the criminal. He was the one who did.”
“I never thought Gaddafi would ever die. When someone reaches that level of extreme power, they become kind of demigods.”
“I don't have these concrete references... I feel like all of our childhoods up to a certain age feels like a dream.”
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