Rabash. I Am the First and I Am the Last. 14 (1985) [2026-04-18] #lesson

This episode of Kabbalah Media centers on a deep exploration of Rabash's article 'I Am the First and I Am the Last,' delving into the spiritual paradox of human effort and divine sovereignty. The lesson unpacks the dual states of 'If I am not for myself, who will be for me?' and 'There is none besides Him,' showing how they are not contradictory but complementary stages in spiritual development. The host emphasizes that true spiritual progress requires recognizing both one's personal responsibility and the Creator's absolute control—first creating the deficiency (kli) and then filling it with light (Ohr). This duality is essential for genuine correction and adhesion with the Creator. The episode transitions into a practical workshop on organizing the upcoming Congress in the Tens, where participants are encouraged to take full responsibility for content creation, logistics, and spiritual atmosphere. The host stresses the importance of independence, creativity, and unity within each ten, with specific guidance on structuring daily blocks, meals, cultural evenings, and virtual-inclusive formats. Finally, the episode announces a major organizational shift: a new tuition model based on cost-of-living tiers, replacing the previous reliance on ma'aser (tithing), with discounts for high contributors and a dedicated financial aid fund. The session closes with a powerful reminder that the ultimate goal is to keep the Creator constantly before us in every moment.