John Robins (Part One)

In this first part of a two-part episode, Emily Dean welcomes comedian, podcaster, and writer John Robins to her podcast 'Walking the Dog' for a reflective walk through the Buckinghamshire countryside. The conversation begins with playful banter about Raymond, Emily's silent, slow-moving 'Ewop' (a fictional, non-existent dog), and John's initial skepticism about appearing on a dog-themed show. Despite his self-described aversion to dogs—rooted in discomfort with noise, mess, and perceived neediness—John gradually reveals a deeper, more nuanced relationship with animals, especially through his childhood experiences with cats and a traumatic family dynamic involving his father’s departure and a stepfather’s dog. The heart of the discussion centers on John’s new memoir, 'Thirst: 12 Drinks That Changed My Life,' a candid, humorous, and moving account of his alcohol addiction and journey to sobriety. He reflects on early signs of alcoholism at age seven, the psychological toll of his upbringing, and how sobriety has allowed him to reconnect with nature, presence, and a childlike wonder. Emily shares her own grief journey and how her dog became a grounding force, creating a powerful emotional resonance between their stories. The episode ends with John expressing growing affection for Raymond, suggesting that even the most reluctant dog skeptic can be transformed by quiet, consistent presence.